LOVE

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They say LOVE makes you achieve miracles.It can make you transcend your own limitations, make you feel at ease even at the most difficult of times...You reach out to people and spread it like a disease.It makes you feel euphoric..!!It works just like magic..!!

Then why is it that at times that same LOVE makes you feel scared of your own-self? Scared of the people who care for you. You run away and try to avoid them...You lie in your bed waiting for some miracle to happen....knowing the fact that it won't happen without you being there...

You want to reach out to every person you know but it STOPS you..It breaches its own boundaries and the "tables are turned".

You hate yourself for being what you are and for doing what you did but even that doesn't make you retrace your steps while you still can...

Its like a clock......ticking.....waiting and anticipating for the worst to happen....for your most feared nightmare to come true and throw your life into chaos, apathy and a prolonged GLOOM...

Its like a paranoia but somehow...it still retains its name : "LOVE" but then......Is it still LOVE that keeps you from "loving"..??
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Passion..!!

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Passion makes a person stop eating, sleeping, working, feeling at peace. A lot of people are frightened because, when it appears, it demolishes all the old things it finds in its path. No one wants their life thrown into chaos. That is why a lot of people keep that threat under control.

Other people think exactly the opposite: they surrender themselves without a second thought, hoping to find in passion the solutions to all their problems. They make the other person responsible for their happiness and blame them for their possible unhappiness.
They are either euphoric because something marvellous has happened or depressed because something unexpected has just ruined everything.

Keeping passion at bay or surrendering blindly to it – which of these two attitudes is the least destructive?
I don’t know...
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